Monday, August 12, 2013

Lea Michele had me crying buckets.

I haven't seen the whole lot, but surely, this part of the most recent Teen's Choice Awards had me crying after watching it. I haven't had the guts to post something about Cory's passing because I'm an avid fan and I just can't take it. Just because. It's just so touching to see something this heartwarming. Gahd.

“Thank you guys. Thank you. I just wanted to be here today to personally thank all of you and tell everyone out there how much all of your love and support has meant to me over these very past difficult few weeks. Thank you. Not that I had any doubt before, but you guys are most certainly the greatest fans in the world. And I wanted to dedicate this award to Cory. For all of you out there who loved and admired Cory as much as I did, I promise that with your love we’re gonna get through this together. He was very special to me, and also to the world. And we were very lucky to witness his incredible talent, his handsome smile, and his beautiful, beautiful heart. So whether you knew him personally, or just as Finn Hudson, Cory reached out, and he became a part of all of our hearts, and that’s where he’ll stay forever, so thank you guys so much. Thank you.”
I'm not sure how I'll be able to get over the passing of a partner, but kudos to Lea, she has gone through it graciously. I hope I can do the same if and only if the time comes. If and only if. Knock on wood.


Friday, August 9, 2013

This weather needs no pick-me-up.

I have the strong conviction that on a weather like this, music is there to make you feel sad when you're happy and sadder when you're already sad. Most people would want to have a pick-me-up playlist so they won't get sleepy or depressed. I say this weather is perfect for a gloomy, depressing playlist because yolo.


     The more that I get myself hooked at blogging and helping my friends organize a school event, the more that I doubt if I'm actually on the right track with my career. Maybe I'm actually born to pursue the field of arts. Or maybe I was born to write, I don't know. There's really a huge part of me that wants to quit this accounting shit and just slack off. Kidding. Maybe if given another chance, I'd be a journalist or a MasComm student. OR better yet, I'd be doing the thing that I kinda enjoy at the moment: multimedia arts. Or interior / fashion design. Or culinary. Or just anything that doesn't have something to do with counting money.
     Just to redeem myself from wallowing in self-pity, I am quite convinced that I could finish this thing and succeed. But then, working on jobs that involve boring clerical procedures doesn't sound so appealing anymore. I may be able to make money, but still, would I be happy?
     I'll have cash.